There is a therapeutic value in telling God the truth about yourself. Do it and ask the Lord Jesus to forgive you and to cleanse you with His precious blood and get you back on track again, and He’ll turn the power on once more.
Make room in your heart for people as they are, not as you wish they were. Wouldn’t it be nice if everyone would measure up to our expectations? But we’re all human beings and we all fail.
You work every day under the supervision of God. Do what you do because God has you there. Live at peace. The war in your own heart is over and you don’t need to worry with your focus on God.