Paul was aware of how much he needed God. He can always reach us, no matter how far gone or whatever the circumstance. Get to know God in your life experiences so you can share Him with others.
God never lets you down and there is no exception to His Truth. He wants to make a difference in your life if you will let Him. Obey Him and see what He can do for you.
God is about second chances, so never think you are too far gone. The realization of God’s provision comes after you spend time in prayer, and revealed to you through the Holy Spirit.
What are your desires and ambitions? Let God take your ambitions and turn them into visions that fulfill God’s plan for you and His ultimate purpose, love.