God will never impose His will on you. If you invite Him to leave, He will. Be open to Him and with Him in everything. Reveal every truth to Him because He already knows it. Don’t fear what others think of your relationship with God, because if you are honest with how you feel about God, He will help you and be a part of your life.
You don’t have to know everything that’s happening in order to trust Jesus. Just realize that if you’re in God’s will and Jesus is with you, that you will not sink and He will always keep you afloat, no matter what the situation.